But First...

Before I even attempt to answer the questions posed in my lost blog entry, I would like to share a video with you that really helped me to clarify a few things about our calling, our responsibilities and  our priorities before God and man- issues upon which in the past I have swung from one extreme to the other. Please do watch this- it is not an academic treatise, a rabble-rousing oratorial masterpiece, or a homespun "Chicken Soup for the Missionary" piece of fluff, but a talk that reveals the heart of Jesus, and, in doing so, brings life to our own souls. Please do share your heart responses- I was deeply impacted by this message when I listened to it at the beginning of our sabbatical. Enjoy!

Roadblocks!

Two months ago, my wife and I entered our first ever sabbatical; three months of rest, refocusing, restoration and refreshment, not an empty time but guided through the support of our mission agency, our home church, spiritual directors and coaches. The journey has been challenging, exciting, and difficult in places, but so helpful for us both. However, as we started, there were some concerns amidst the expectancy, the thankfulness. I believe that questions such as these could become roadblocks as we journey on The Way, causing us to shrink back from fully engaging with transformational practices such as rest, silence, solitude, lectio divina, etc, etc. 

1) Is the need for sabbatical a sign of our failure?

2) Should I feel guilty because we have this opportunity, whereas others don't? 

3) Why do I feel a sense of loss and disorientation?

4) Is the idea of retreat and sabbatical self-indulgent?

5) What if nothing happens? If nothing changes?

6) What if I don't want to come down off the mountain to re-engage with life in the valley?

7) Will daily life detract from the purpose for the sabbatical?

8) Will others (workmates, friends, family) understand?

Before I seek to answer any of these questions, I would love to hear what others think- not necessarily the answers, but what they stir up in you- what resonates, what irritates, what challenges, what hurts? And are there other questions that you have faced as roadblocks on The Way?